i guess feelings do fade huh? Really confused and brain-fried recently~ tho had lots of fun going out! Played paintball, kayak, held CCA trials, and much more stuffs going on ^^ really starting to like my cca now as compared to the past~

With so much going on, i really hope that i can be of help to those emo friends i have.... hate to see them so depressed :/ oh well, at least you smiled quite a lot today :)

School gonna start tmr now~ Hope i will do well this year! 

Well, a day out made my thoughts clearer, less negative, more confidence. :) Walked a lot today trying to find my way and stuffs but its worth it~ haha! had a great time travelling~ and also my fear of awkwardness is nothing to be worried about! Haha no awkward woohoo! Anyways great friends who always give a no-confidence-guy like me a push... Though its stupid having me stuck in the middle, but meh. I like what i chose xD

I'm starting to get confused by myself. Confused about my own feelings.. It's confirmed that the feeling is there; but there's this side of me which don't think its possible... Just recently i would have sudden urges to confess like an idiot or something but i kept holding myself back. Scared that i can't commit and such. His words also makes sense. I'm gnna have a new batch of people im about to meet soon. Maybe there's someone better(?); is what i would think but just recently i keep going crazy over you(?) i know i sound creepy saying this but its the truth. Ahh well, besides the negative stuff i've came up with an interesting name recently - "努不生力" it's meant to be directly translated from noobsonli purely from pronounciation but apparently no one gets it. And just now i have thought of a meaning for those 4 characters. The meaning would be "putting in effort would not make you any better" something along those lines. I find it pretty true in some situations though... Oh well, school is reopening soon! and damned. the best teacher in my CCA left my CCA sad much. I'll just hope i can last through my CCA until my batch step down~

First post of the year~ weehuu! I realised i've change a lot since sec 1 or 2... Like drastic change. For the better or for the worse, idk. All i know is that i've become more cowardly than the past. Many things happened and i've became more of a wuss... To the point that i'm kinda afraid of 2014. So many unknowns. Bad things aside, lets hope everything goes smoothly and well for this year~ and to the emo one, i've a feeling things would turn out good for you ^^

Fug my life now. Seriously.. it kinda hurt a lot ._. been a long time since i felt like this. always the same thing happen. why you so cui lun. and i thought i wouldn't need to rant here again. hais. please just let me enjoy a nice r/s for once? let me have the guts to say what i want to say, do what i want to do.